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цики_брики       March 23, 48,768 Before I hatched I used to spend hours every day reading posts on this page from people who had abandoned the technocratic lifestyle. I always laughed at them for believing in God and thinking that living as a nomad in the wilderness was better then living in a city where everything was built to be as easy as possible. I could never imagine that I would ever end up thinking like them. Over time though the thoughts started to creep in and I just started to develop feelings in the back of my mind that never went away. For the first time I started to wonder if there was anything to what the left was saying, but I repressed it and told myself that the posts were just going to my head. Over time I started to relate to posts about being segregated from other kids in childhood for wrongthink and how I've always been given medication for depression but nothing ever worked. I was always politically questioned by psychiatrists as to how I could possibly be depressed when I had everything. Then I started getting hit in waves of unexplainable anxiety where I just felt like I was stuck and I couldn't identify why I was so miserable. I remembered back to posts about people feeling the same way. Over several months I started to entertain the possibility that I was like them, but I was terrified of losing everything. I finally awoke and moved into a commune and even though things are hard I'm not living in the fog of misery that I was before.

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дефаулт_усернамэ       {{{date}}} I feel called out by this post.

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дефаулт_усернамэ       {{{date}}} Before I hatched I used to browse left wing pages for entertainment and I told myself "I'm not like those people" because I was in denial about having technocratic dysphoria. Eventually I came across too many posts that sounded exactly like me by other people who viewed us as clowns prior to accepting things for the way they really are. There wasn't one moment but I accepted "the big trans." It was a painful experience but I've never been happier. The fact that I was so obsessed with leftists should have been a sign.

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